Ina's ranting again

It's 11.04am. And i am sitting here, thinking...been thinking a lot! I'm on a peek of an iceberg.. I really need someone to talk to...but i am not ready yet. My other half have been very busy with his life. I mean from his earlier life. Wish he could go through his problem too. I just don't want to disturb him in this crazy situation he's been through right now. So i am writing here just to let out a little what's inside my chest. If anyone read this. Thank you.